"Are
you, perhaps, afraid to spend time alone with me?" The question
brought him closer.
"No,
of course not." She took a step back, coming to stop against the
wall.
"Do
you think I might take advantage of you?" He raised a hand to
each side of her head, bracing them on the wall behind her and
effectively blocking her escape.
"No,
I'm sure you wouldn't do that. You're a gentlemen, after all."
She said the words, but he didn't think she quite believed them.
Her gaze darted all around, looking for a way out.
"Even
a gentleman might be tempted," he breathed close to her temple,
intoxicated by her essence. He turned his head a fraction and
kissed the soft skin of her forehead. She trembled, but when a
tumultuous sigh escaped, tickling his neck, it was his undoing.
One
hand remained braced against the wall, holding him steady and
slightly apart from her. The other gently tilted her chin. As
he lowered his head, he caught the glint of passion in her eyes
and smiled. Not a smile of spite, for he didn't want her on opposite
sides from him. He smiled for joy that she shared some of the
same feelings that had been tormenting him throughout the past
months of her employment at Wildwood.
Her
lips were as he remembered: hot and soft and sweet. He ached to
move closer, but deliberately held himself back, keeping a very
thin barrier of air between them, until she stepped away from
the wall, wrapping her arms around his neck. He groaned, circling
her waist and pulling her to him. Passion ignited quickly and
he couldn't have said who started it; only that he didn't want
it to end.
He
slanted his mouth across hers; his tongue traced the softness
of her lips. When his hands slid down to her buttocks to tighten
his hold, she didn't pull away from the evidence of his passion.
She didn't even gasp. Instead, she moved her hips in a subtle
but erotic motion and Nicholas thought he would make love to her
right there on the floor.
"Good
God, how did you ever learn to do that?" He gasped the feverish
words against her brow as he kissed his way to her ear.
"Do
what?" Her breath tickled his neck. Her hands were at his shirt
front, plucking at the buttons before he was even aware of what
she was doing. Hot lips peppered his skin with kisses and a flash
fire of passion exploded in his loins.
He
pushed her back against the wall to maintain the pressure of his
hips against hers, and to allow his hands more freedom. In a frenzy,
he jerked at the buttons of her blouse, all the while kissing
her with a force which alternately frightened and exulted him.
Never
in his experience had he encountered such a giving, uninhibited
creature. To have her respond to him in such a manner went beyond
his wildest expectations. Though he had never tried to kiss Lycinda
in such a manner, neither had she exhibited the desire to share
passion with him.
Lycinda.
Like
a gust of cold air, reality swept through Nicholas, effectively
dousing his passion. He stepped away from Jaci and quickly turned
his back.
In
a voice more steady than his still rigid body should have allowed,
he said, "Forgive me. That was unpardonable." He forced himself
to stay turned, knowing if he looked into her eyes, he would kiss
her again.
A
hesitant sigh floated toward him. When she spoke, her voice sounded
as strained as his own. "I don't understand the customs here,
but you don't need to apologize for kissing me."
"It
was much more than a kiss," he stated forcibly, "and would have
gone even farther if--" He stopped, feeling guilty and afraid
of saying the wrong thing.
She
laughed hoarsely. "You're right, it was definitely more than a
kiss. But the only unpardonable part was not finishing what
you started."