"Why
am I portrayed such an ogre, Bella? You have no fear of me. True?"
"No.
Why should I be?" she retorted brusquely. "I'd only be worried
if my reputation was in tatters and you told someone."
"Come
now, Bella, do you really believe I'd do a thing like that?"
"If
anyone saw us at the gazebo, or this morning..."
"You
still believe me a scoundrel, Bella, don't you?"
"What
does it matter now?"
He
came to stand quite close, gazing intently at her face. A whiff
of his cologne, a unique, faint odor of his maleness, emanated
from his clothing and reminded her of the torrid kisses they shared
at the gazebo.
"If
you think that, it must be because you're trying to force a proposal
from me."
"Wh--at!"
Her cheeks flamed. Hazel eyes fired a volley of gold lightning
at him as she spit out a tirade of angry words. "How dare you?
Oh, you're truly low, Horatio! You're very much mistaken if you've
taken that into that thick skull of yours, sirrah!" She was almost
infuriated enough to slap his face--hard. But she held back. "Keep
your marriage candidates in mind instead of badgering me. And
your teeth in your mouth, too," she added, spewing a few more
angry words at him.
"Why?
Why won't you consider a marriage of convenience, Bella?"
Again,
she tried to push past him, but he grabbed her arm in a bruising
hold.
"You
must be addled, Horatio. I explained what kind of life I want,
and it's not a marriage of convenience." She pulled away and turned
her back.
"Bella..."
"Just
let me go, Horatio," she said, glancing over her shoulder, feeling
sick to her stomach. "We've had this discussion before. We both
know it won't work."
"One
would think you're overset," he said, smiling wickedly, taunting
her.
"And
why are you being so arrogant and offensive?" she snapped back.
"We don't have anything to discuss. You...you're going to age
much faster, my lord, if you keep on deviling me."
He
laughed openly. "Bella, I only thought you and I were of a size
that fit well together..."
Fire
flashed in the amber depths of her eyes. "What? You wish to marry
me for my dimensions? Like your horse, perhaps?" She was outraged.
She rolled her eyes. "I don't believe this!"
He
had moved away from her and was braced in the doorway with his
arms spread. His breath of shoulders and torso, and his male stance
and presence was both provoking and overpowering.
"I
heard one of the twins likened me to a big bear. Who can tell?
A good-sized hairy bear might suit a certain lady." His eyebrows
wiggled, and he grinned again, just as wickedly. "As well as being...umm...very
huggable."
She
snorted. Her eyes opened wide. "Wh--at?" She repeated.
Then
the ridiculousness of the entire conversation dawned on her. "I
really don't believe this!" Anabel burst out in a round
of undiluted laughter, unable to stop.
It
cleared the air, wiped away her anger, and sweetened her attitude.
This
man was made of many moods, an enigma whose depths she had yet
to plumb, Anabel realized. He could be stern and tender. Other
times, volatile and uncompromising. And sometimes, even likeable,
charming--and witty.
It
was a shame she'd never have time to know him better. Too bad
there'd never be anything between them.
"Horatio,
have you gone mad?" She went on laughing, her ire washed away.
"You? Huggable?"
"Have
I nonplussed the well-educated, direct speaking Miss Satterley?"
His grin matched hers.
Anabel
took another step backward.
His
eyes had taken on a new light, but his lips remained smiling.
Feeling lighthearted, a leaden weight no longer burdened Horatio--or
his conscience.
Regaining
her equanimity, Anabel needed to say something. "As I was saying,
Horatio," Anabel swallowed in mid-sentence, "about Lady Carlene..."
Her
voice trailed off into silence.
He
was looking at her very strangely. His booted legs moved on lazy
strides, closing the distance between them. Anabel saw there was
no way she could get by him to leave.
She
heard herself start to babble. "I've heard you growl more than
once, Horatio, so you must not..."
He
said nothing, kept coming with that same intense expression on
his face.
Soon
the backs of her knees pressed against the feather mattress of
the twins' four-poster. He was less than an arm's length away.
She saw the simmering heat in his eyes.
He
leaned toward her. "I'm not at all like a nasty bear, Bella. Let
me show you."