Before
Serenity had a chance to say yea or nay, he lightly wrapped his
arm around her, and steered her toward the balcony. Serenity,
trying to shake those soft and furry sensations from her mind,
allowed herself to be led.
They
walked into a beautiful courtyard lined with clipped yew hedges
shaped like modern-day Popsicles. Strolling silently on the graveled
path, they came to marble steps guarded by two inscrutable sphinxes.
The cool, starry night air was a relief from the stuffy ballroom,
and she relaxed under the influence of fragrant exotic flowers,
champagne, and the touch of Brockton's arm.
Inhaling
deeply, she relaxed for the first time this evening and looked
over at her companion. Amazing how he should have taken offense
at her words...but he didn't.
What
was he thinking? She admired his profile: the high forehead, straight
nose, and his smooth, well-defined jaw. His features, though,
gave no clue to his internal thoughts.
She
exhaled again. Of course it was unwise to relax in the presence
of a rake, but then again, how else would she see how a professional
seducer practiced his art? Something told her she wouldn't have
long to wait.
While
she was looking up at the moon of the nineteenth century, Brockton
stepped closer and brushed her ear with his lips.
Suddenly
she was no longer curious. An image of a brilliant peacock feather
tickling her skin exploded in her mind. She frantically chased
it away. Why did she always have these bouts of synesthesia when
she needed all her wits about her?
"That's
not a good idea." Retreating from him, she stumbled on the carpet
of grass surrounding the walkway.
He
firmly gathered her back onto the path and they continued their
walk, crunching small stones beneath their feet--the only sounds
that broke the quiet.
"You
are right, of course. Not a good idea. Please forgive my momentary
madness, my girl. Blame my lapse of good manners on this romantic
atmosphere."
A
smile lurked about the corners of his mouth. He seemed so sure
of himself--so certain she would respond to him. Certain of success.
Anger
coursed through her veins. "I am neither!" she denied hotly.
"Neither
what?"
"Neither
yours nor a girl." She left his side again, but the darkness seemed
almost tangible. The blackness of night distorted the manicured
yew hedges into maniacal shapes. As the wind rustled close-cropped
leaves, it was easy to imagine pairs of hands reaching out--grabbing
her.
She
quickly returned to his comforting, yet infuriating nearness.
"You
are too literal with your words, are you not, Mrs. Steele?" A
wolfish grin showed he enjoyed her unease. He circled his arm
around her waist.
His
touch felt warm through her silky gown. Again she saw that peacock
feather. When his fingers gently kneaded her skin, she flinched.
"We
should be getting back now. If you please." She placed some space
between them.
Her
report on a libertine's motus operanti
would have to be glaringly omitted from the monograph. She was
too nervous, too affected, and right now she didn't have time
to study her reactions. Escape was utmost in her mind. "I've heard
it's not at all the thing for a lady to be alone with a rake for
any length of time."
The
term "rake" failed to trouble him. Probably had been called worse!
"Is
that how you see me? As a rake and a rutting buck?" He stopped
walking, and leaned over her to trace an imaginary line down her
forehead, nose, and lips.
She
shivered. "I don't know you well enough to venture an opinion.
But we do need to return before anyone notices our absence."
"You
can start getting to know me by calling me 'Nicholas.'"
He
drew her closer. She tried to push him away, but he held her tighter.
Leaning down to nuzzle her ear with his nose, he whispered, "And
I shall call you 'Serry.' What is that short for?"
Without
waiting for an answer, his lips met hers.
She
trembled, and after a brief hesitation, her lips opened slightly
to welcome him. He deepened the kiss and their heated breaths
mingled.
Without
meaning to, Serenity moaned. Snuggling closer, she drank in the
taste of Nicholas Wycliffe.
Alive.
She finally felt alive.
He
tightened his arms around her, tilting her head back and exploring
the inner recesses of her mouth.
A
flash of bold colors--crimson reds, scarlet pinks, and flaming
oranges--rose up in her mind. Percussionist cymbals clashing sounded
in her ears. As their mouths melded, her senses slowly spun out
of her control....
Colors?
Cymbals? Serenity opened her eyes, sanity returning. She roughly
pulled back from Brockton and his potent kiss.
Her
heart pounding a path out of her body, she shook her head to clear
the last traces of the vision.
The
truth was obvious: Nicholas Wycliffe
was responsible for plunging her into a world of synesthesia.
His touch--no one else's. Just his touch turned her upside down,
inside out.
Good
heavens! What was she going to do now?
She
slid her hands down her gown, ostensibly to straighten her garment,
but in reality, she needed to steady her trembling body.
As
she did, he watched her. His eyes held a peculiar expression and
his hands were tightly clenched by his sides. She stood mesmerized
by the light of the full moon dancing brightly on his dark, wavy
curls. She had to say something. Had to pretend his kiss meant
nothing to her. Which was true, right? Absolutely nothing.
She
flicked her tongue over her lips before speaking. A mistake. She
tasted him again. "Um, since you asked, Serry stands for Serenity.
Now, if I understand society's conventions correctly, this outing
could compromise you...and me. We don't want that to happen, so
I'll do us both a favor and leave. We'll forget about this..."
Her voice cracked. "...this interlude by tomorrow. Good-night,
my lord."
Moving
swiftly as if the hounds from hell nipped at her heels, she returned
to the sanctuary of the ballroom.
Nicholas
watched the woman named Serenity leave. He sank down onto a bench,
bathed in the night's fickle moonbeams. Why did he want her so
badly? Why did kissing her burn like fire? What would it be like
to bed her?
As
soon as possible, he would have to satisfy his curiosity.
"Serenity,"
he murmured, liking the sound of the word. "Serenity, we will
not forget. I will see to that."
He
stood and slowly walked inside the mansion.