Jesse
awoke in the milky period between full awareness and sleep. She
lay in a soft bed and for the first time in weeks, she wasn't
shivering from the cold. As she luxuriated in the comfort, reality
sunk in. She'd been free for so short a time before someone tried
to kill her and now, even if she did survive, she'd traded one
prison for another.
"Someday
we'll all die by the gun or by the rope," she could hear Frank
say. "You won't get a choice, Jes. It's what being a Tyler means."
"Jesse,"
someone said. "Are you awake?"
"Yes,"
she replied weakly. "but it don't matter none. Is a hangin' so
important to you?" You should have let me die."
"There
will be no hanging, Jesse," the lawman said, as he entered the
room. "You have my word on it."
"The
word of a lawman?" she questioned, looking up at him. "I am who
I am, just as you are who you are. I'm a Tyler. You should have
let me die by the gun, since I ain't too fond of the rope."
The
man pulled a chair closer to her bed, then took her hand. To her
surprise, it wasn't the callused hand of one of her brothers,
but soft and warm. "Two years ago I met your brother, Clay..."
"Sure
you did. What do you take me for, a fool? Clay is dead. He died
in Slack Creek. He died because - because of me." Unbidden tears
ran down her cheeks and she closed her eyes in an attempt to stop
them.
"Your
brother Clay died in Slack Creek, but not from his wounds. They
hanged him."
The
word hanged seemed to echo through her mind. The vision of Clay
dangling at the end of a rope tore at her soul. She pulled her
hand free, but forced herself to listen as the man continued.
"I
arrived before the hanging. Clay told me about you and Gary. Since
then, I've kept up on the Tylers. There's never been a poster
on you."
Jesse
wondered if this man told her the truth. Why would Clay have told
a lawman about her? She decided to test him further, even though
her strength seemed nearly gone. "What about Gary?" she questioned.
She
watched, as the man debated for a long moment. "There have been
posters out on him ever since Slack Creek. Clay asked me to help
you and Gary, if I ever got the chance."
"Why?
You're a lawman. Why would Clay want you to help us?"
"Because
he said you didn't belong with your father." Again the man paused,
as though allowing the words to sink in, letting her digest what
he'd just told her.
Confusion
over took her and she closed her eyes. Can it be true? Am I really
free? Will Gary ever know freedom?
Russ
watched Jesse. Will she believe me? Can I ever convince her she
doesn't have a price on her head? Can I make her trust me enough
to tell me what I need to know to catch the men who killed my
wife?
"Who
shot you?" he finally asked, after giving her a moment to digest
what he told her.
"I
don't know," she replied.
"Think,
Jesse. Who knew you were running away?" He knew his questions
pushed her strength to the limit, but he had to know the answer.
"Only
Gary, but it couldn't have been him. He's not a good shot. He
doesn't have the stomach for killing. I'm positive no one followed
me. It must have been Jeb."
"Jeb
Morris?"
Jesse
nodded. He could tell sleep was now threatening to overcome her.
"He's been checking out your bank for the last three days."
"You
must be wrong. He couldn't have been in our town. I would have
known him."
Jesse
smiled and almost laughed. "Are you sure? I doubt it. Think back,
didn't you see an old hermit, or perhaps a preacher man, or maybe
just a drifter? Someone with an unkempt beard, someone who seemed
to belong, and yet seemed foreign?"
Russ
nodded. In his mind he could see the preacher who'd been spouting
scriptures in the tavern, damming all the patrons to the eternal
fires of Hell. Then, of course there had been the drifter, the
cowboy who seemed out of place in the sleepy farming community.
Could one of them have been Jeb Morris? Would Caleb and his men
hit Loveland next?
"Where
are they camped?" Russ probed, now desperate for an answer, any
answer."
"We
were camped in a box canyon about an hour's ride from where they
shot me, but they ain't there now. Likely most way to Mexico by
this time."
Russ
wanted to ask more questions, wanted more answers, but he knew
Jesse's strength had reached its limits. He could hear her speech
becoming slurred and her eyes had closed.
He
watched her drift off to sleep and marveled at how beautiful and
vulnerable she appeared. He'd built her up in his mind as someone
pure and untouched, but how could she be either after riding with
Caleb for three years?
You
fool, he told himself. Don't
let her get to you. Keep a cool head. Somehow, you have to find
Caleb and the others, even if you have to use her to do it.