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Excerpt:
He could
not see the tears flowing down her cheeks, but Caroline felt them.
When he'd asked her to take this walk, her hope had soared in anticipation
of Peyton losing his new-found reserve. Instead, she realized he'd
only brought her out here to once again stress the difference between
them.
The
realization hurt more than she thought possible.
Was
she so unattractive then? Nay, she'd seen herself this afternoon
and had seen the look in Peyton's eye this evening. It was just
his high-minded ideals that kept him from kissing her, touching
her the way she craved. He thought he was protecting her honor,
but she had decided a week ago her honor was not worth protecting.
He had
awakened these strange desires, this passion within her. And by
God, he was going to finish what he had started if she had any say
about it!
More
angry than hurt now, she again tried to jerk her arm free and this
time was successful. Peyton wasn't even looking at her, his eyes
were lifted to the stars. She stood and moved to stand on the lower
terrace before him. Slowly, his stare shifted from the night sky
to meet her own.
"Peyton,
I would have this out," she announced, defiantly placing her hands
on her hips.
"What?
That you should be wary of swains whispering sweet nothings in your
ears? You've just told me you were too wise to be deceived in that
way."
"Tis
not what I mean at all, and you know it," she growled. "The only
swain I am concerned with is you. Was everything you said and did
with me a lie?"
"No!"
he half-shouted. "How can you ask me that?"
"Well,
you could not prove it by me, Monsignor. I have sensed a coldness
in you of late."
"I thought
I explained this to you on the beach, Caroline. It would not be
right for us to continue because I have nothing--nothing at all
to give you."
"So
what you are saying is, what I want doesn't matter!"
Peyton
grew very still. Then he whispered, "You are too innocent to know
what it is you want."
"Am
I?"
Swift
as lighting, she leapt onto his lap, her legs straddling his thighs,
her knees resting upon the stone on either side of him. Catching
his face in her hands, she murmured, "This is what I want." With
that, she lowered her mouth over his.
She
felt him go rigid with surprise, then his lips parted to accept
her kiss. She fed on the liquid heat she found there hungrily, using
every crumb of her meager experience to express the extent of her
desire. Her fingers slid from his cheeks to tangle in his hair,
crushing his lips against hers, forcing him past his noble intentions
into the passion she knew so well.
When
she felt his arms slide about her waist to pull her closer, she
lifted her mouth from his to whisper triumphantly, "Aye, Peyton,
that makes ten and one left in the bargain. Give me more."
"Sweet
Jesu, woman," he groaned. "You don't know what you are doing to
me."
She
chuckled softly. "You think not? Ah, then let me show you that I
do." Claiming his lips again, she evened the number of kisses to
ten. He kissed her back. Hard. Hot. The embers that had smoldered
between them for so long, now flared into a blaze.
Never
had the blood thundered so hard, so fast, in Peyton's veins. He
could not believe this woman he held in his arms was his sweet virtuous
Caroline. Her lips and tongue scalded him with exquisite heat. It
was time for him to put a stop to this. It was time for him regain
control. But when he tried to pull away, she flicked her tongue
against his lips and whispered, "Nine. Give me more."
He was
undone. She had unleashed the passion he'd always known lurked in
the depths of her soul, and his defenses crumbled to dust as surely
as the ancient stones surrounding them. Reason meant nothing now.
All that mattered was Caroline. Her touch. Her mouth. Her body.
Yes, he wanted this.
He wanted
this and more.
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