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Excerpt:
I started
to sit up, only to realize that I was lying half across him, his
coat around us both as the night air cooled. "You should've woken
me."
"Why?
Nothing happened. The old woman just left."
"I meant
when I fell over on you," I told him pointedly. He knew what I meant.
"Why?"
"I didn't
mean to...well...you know." I sounded even more ridiculous than
I felt. Why was I apologizing? I wouldn't be with anyone else. I
just felt awkward with him.
"You
were cold and I was cold." He smiled at me. "We kept each other
warm."
"Oh."
I hadn't thought of that.
"Amelia,"
his deep voice had a deep edge, "you spend too much time alone."
"I'm
not usually alone," I countered, babbling, and not able to stop.
I felt his arms tighten around me. "I'm usually with my assistant
or..."
"One
of those pathetic creatures that gets lost or killed when they're
around you?" He smoothed the hair back from my face.
I lost
track of what I was about to say. "You've read about me."
"I've
already admitted to a certain...curiosity...about you." He leaned
his head closer to mine.
"What
are you doing?"
"I'm
going to kiss you for luck before we go in there."
"It
would be polite to ask," I reprimanded even though my eyes were
closing to get ready for the event. "I was wondering why you kissed
me before. Is this a ritual from Kittimatt?"
He muttered
something in his own language then kissed me. It wasn't like before.
Not fast and haphazard. This was slow and deep. I felt it linger
inside of me, touching a part of me that I didn't know existed.
It made me want to cry out in loneliness. I never even knew until
that moment how empty and alone I felt sometimes.
"That
should bring me luck for a very long time."
I couldn't
see his smile but I could feel it and hear it in his voice. "It
was very nice." Would he think I sounded cool and unimpressed? I
hoped so. Anything else might've made me break down and cry. I wanted
to urge him to leave and beg him to keep me in his arms forever.
It was so useless, so terrifying. Did he really think Jerritt had
all the personal psi?
"Nice?"
His whisper rumbled in his chest. "I think we can do better than
nice."
"Shouldn't
we go inside and get what we came for?" I pushed him aside and scrambled
to my feet. "We can't be out here all night kissing."
He got
up beside me. "You're a coward, Amelia Gallant. I wouldn't have
guessed it. Is that part of your quest? Keep your heart safe? Don't
let anyone in?"
I didn't
answer. I couldn't. I'd been alone most of my life. I wasn't ready
to give up my independence for a pair of warm arms and a few deep
kisses. I'd been kissed before. I'd made love to shamans and telepaths.
None of them had affected me the way this one kiss had. There was
something wrong with me. Maybe I was coming down with some dread
disease. Maybe it was some residual psi that Denali didn't realize
he had.
Carefully,
I crept to the back entrance of the museum. The door was locked
securely but the lock was simple. I could've picked it in my sleep.
I glanced back to see if he'd followed. He was right behind me.
His face was impassive.
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