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Excerpt:
Lucia felt a moment
of unease as they entered Lord Weston's study and wondered why Lord
Ashton felt it necessary to bring her there, even though he had
been perfectly gentlemanly and removed her hand from his arm as
they entered.
Once her eyes adjusted
to the light, the first thing Lucia realized was that Lady Charlotte
was wrong-Lord Ashton was not old. Not old at all. Instead of the
elderly uncle image she expected, she saw a man in his prime, blessed
with classical features and a quickness of movement attesting to
his years of physical activity. She had not expected that from the
bits and pieces of information she had accumulated on the earl.
Yet, she seldom erred in understanding what a person's body told
her.
With a start she
realized she had spent far too much time studying him and as a result
probably missed something of import. Hastily, she turned her eyes
to his face, and found he was patiently waiting until he had her
complete attention before speaking. A small kindness, but one she
appreciated.
"I am a very close
friend of your brother."
Lucia nodded as
she caught his words. "I am aware of that. It is one of the reasons
I wanted to meet you."
"I wondered why
you agreed to follow me in here."
Lucia grew warm
at what he must have thought of her. Even on her own for much of
the time she knew women did not go off alone with strange men. She
resisted the urge to raise her hand to her cheek. "I know it was
very forward of me." Well, she did know it, she reminded herself.
She just didn't care. "I had not actually planned to speak to you
tonight."
"Why are you speaking
now? Using your voice? You had plenty of opportunity out there,"
he motioned to the study door leading to the foyer, "yet you kept
silent."
"I know my voice
is very annoying, so I try not to speak any more than I have to."
She hated to speak to strangers, and to have to speak to this one
made her want to cower in shame, yet she knew she had to find out
about Roger and he was her best source. She hadn't heard from her
brother in several weeks and that was very much unlike him. Not
to mention the pressing problem of the squire.
"It is different,
not annoying."
Lucia shrugged.
"It doesn't matter. I am not here to discuss my voice."
"Why are you here?"
"To ask for help."
Before he could comment, she continued. "I really need to discuss
something with Roger, but I have no idea where he is. He always
told me to come to you if I needed assistance and he was not about."
She didn't like asking for help. Detested it. She certainly wouldn't
be here if there had been anyone else to turn to, but there wasn't.
While she loved her aunt dearly, she was not exactly the most stable
of personalities. She let her gaze drop, studying her fingers as
they played with the wrist ribbon of her fan even as she spoke.
As a result she missed Ashton's answer.
She felt his hand
on her face, forcing her chin up to look at him and wondered at
the warmth that spread through her face at his light touch. No matter
what she felt, he must not have noted it, because he dropped his
hand to his side as soon as he had her attention.
"I do not give my
word lightly, Lady Lucia. At the moment, I have some concerns for
your brother myself."
"Where is he?"
"I wish to God I
knew." When she made no response, merely continued to stare at him
with widened eyes, he continued. "I have not heard from him in several
weeks. One of my express concerns in the next few days was to meet
with his family to see if there is any news."
Lucia cocked her
head to one side as if trying to absorb everything he said, and
in truth she did try. Too much of what he said was difficult for
her to follow, but she thought she had most of it right. She wrapped
her arms around herself. It had to be something awful for Roger
not to have contacted her, for his friend to search for her, never
mind that she found him first. For the first time, she dared to
consider her brother might not be alive.
Justin knew the
exact moment she thought Roger could be dead. She closed her eyes
briefly and hugged herself tighter. He wondered if she were even
aware of the small sound of despair that passed her lips. "I don't
know exactly what's wrong, so don't..." When she hadn't lifted her
head to listen to him, he recalled she would not hear him.
Gently he reached
out his hand and used a finger to lift her chin to face him and
slowly repeated himself. Justin caught the glint of gold highlighted
in her hair. As she raised her head he wondered how he could have
thought her hair the same color as Roger's.
"Just because I
haven't heard directly from him, doesn't mean he's in trouble. He
could be perfectly fine." She watched his face closely, so he took
care to exaggerate his words. Even as he said the words he knew
they were a lie, yet he couldn't stand to see the distress on her
lovely face.
"Somehow, I do not
think so, otherwise you would not be worried."
Justin arched one
eyebrow at that. "Why would you think I am concerned? Roger is a
man used to taking care of himself."
"For quite some
time," she agreed. "But, you would not have come looking for me
if you were not worried."
A rueful smile lifted
the one corner of his mouth. "Very good deduction, Lady Lucia."
So, the woman had brains as well as beauty. A very unusual combination
in his experience-and a dangerous one.
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