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Excerpt:
"Another
fine day, Katie," Bridget pronounced quietly stepping onto the porch
with her own cup of tea.
"Uh huh," Cathleen
replied without taking her eyes from the quickening fireball at
the end of the field. She shed her blanket in the warming air and
stretched her cramped legs.
"When are you going
to climb down off your high horse and tell me what's eating you
to pieces?" Bridget sighed and drank deeply from her cup.
"What makes you
think I'm being eaten to pieces?" Cathleen turned to her.
"I see it in your
eyes, dearie. Just as I saw it in your grandmother's eyes when she
was trying to decide whether to go or to stay here."
"I wish it was that
easy." Cathleen sighed looking back toward the mist rising off the
grass. "You know, I used to think everything was black or white.
The choices you made were always between doing the right thing or
the wrong thing. What happens when both your choices are wrong?"
She looked
over to her aunt.
Bridget knit her
brow, looked deeply into her eyes, as if the answer lay somewhere
behind them. "At some point we're all faced with the same question,
aren't we? What are we to do when everywhere leads somewhere we
don't want to go? Look what your grandmother was faced with, staying
with the man she loved, staying with her child and wrecking countless
lives or returning to The Hollow and lying with another man."
"So why did she
choose to lie with another man?" Cathleen asked.
"To answer that
would be to know your Grandmother's soul, Katie. Over the years,
I've learned that you can tell if someone's spirit is pure, truly
shaman if what they do comes from the same place, from the same
fundamental principle held within one's heart. To the spirit, the
answer is always clear."
Cathleen sighed,
returning to the rising sun for solace.
"Stop thinking about
it, Cathleen. Give your heart a chance to answer." Bridget heaved
herself out of the chair and moved toward the screen door. "I'll
get breakfast started."
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