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Excerpt:
Sam
sat to her right in order to leave his gun handy. Prudence could
not help being aware of the length of well-muscled leg running hip
to knee with hers as well as the warmth that spread through her
body at his nearness. She handed over the reins and their hands
lingered just a moment longer than the transfer took. Prudence's
hands were far from dainty, yet they were dwarfed by Sam's leather-hardened,
ham-sized mitts. Sam declined the buggy whip and got Max started
with just a gentle pull on the reins. The buggy took off with Sam's
dun trotting alongside.
They
sat in companionable silence, neither knowing quite what to say.
Prudence
used the opportunity to examine this giant, decidedly unusual man.
Other than the pure physical mass of him, at first, Prudence could
not put her finger on the difference. It was then that she realized
that he smelled different from other men of her acquaintance.
"Mr.
Blake," she began tentatively, "you don't smoke, do you?"
Sam's
eyes widened in surprise at the question. "No, not anymore. Why
do you ask?"
Prudence
blushed unexpectedly. "Most of the men I've met carry certain odors.
Leather, tobacco smoke, sweat, bay rum, horse...Oh God, I'm not
doing this right!" Well, girl, in for a penny, in for a pound. "You
smell--I don't know--clean somehow."
For
a moment there was an uncomfortable silence. Then, unexpectedly,
Sam threw back his head and laughed.
Prudence
was confused. She folded her arms across her chest. "What's so funny?"
Still
laughing, Sam reached in his back pocket for his handkerchief, removed
his glasses and wiped the tears from his eyes, then wiped the lenses
and replaced the glasses, all with one hand since the other was
on the reins. "I'm sorry, Miss Hofheinz, it's just...it's just that...well,
when a man wants to make an impression on a lady, I suppose clean
is not exactly the description he wants to hear."
"I didn't
mean to insult you, Mr. Blake."
"You
didn't. But please, call me Sam."
Prudence's
face fell. "But that would mean you would have to call me Prudence."
Sam
touched her lightly on the arm. "You don't like your name, do you?"
he asked gently.
"No.
When you have a name like Prudence, people expect you to be virtuous
and untouchable. Can you imagine a man saying 'Prudence, I love
you?' It sounds absurd!"
It didn't
sound absurd to Sam.
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Standing
near him, Prudence again became aware of how big this man actually
was, but instead of being intimidated, she was fascinated. A man
like this could envelop a woman and make her feel protected. She
wondered if his arms were as strong and secure as they appeared
in the well-made black frock coat. Prudence wanted to touch Sam's
hair and beard. Were they coarse or soft? He was not one of those
whipcord lean, narrow-waisted, spare cowboys. Was his chest smooth,
or did he have body hair?
Prudence
blushed at the wantonness of her thoughts. She had no right to speculate
about this man. And yet--she sensed the loneliness in him, saw the
isolation. Perhaps they had both been lonely too long.
Pru
wanted to take a chance.
The
biggest problem was he was most likely to say no.
Then
again, the worst thing was that he might say no. Prudence needed
the most courage she had displayed since the Great Chicago Fire.
"Sam,"
she said warily," would you like to come in and sit a while?"
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